16/9 midnight feels.
Woah. Everything is becoming clear now. And it’s amazing. It’s so amazing.
It’s funny what a bad place I was in for the past few years. Not in a hilarious way, I was just in such a bad place and I had no way of really getting out of it. But for the first time in so long I’m pretty damn happy. Even though I’m beyond stressed with the weight of assignments on my neck and the crippling anxiety of having to face the gravity of my self-expectations.
I also have forgotten the last time I’ve woken up on my own accord. For the past month or so, I’ve woken up with rings under both eyes to the blaring sound of sirens rather than silence.
I know I’m on the right path, everything seems to be falling into place. And by everything, I mean, everything. And I’m happy things are the way they are. I’ve made the right choices. The right decisions. I’ve stopped letting myself be trampled over.
I don’t care at all.
And it’s the best thing.
It’s the best thing not to really care too much at all.